Not in a good mood for blogging these days. So busy with work and trying to cope up with Mommy Duties as well.
Mom will be leaving by 25th of April – so need to be independent again. We’re trying to apply for a visa for my sister – but unfortunately, our request was not granted by the Immigration which makes Hubby more upset. Everyday as I look into the calendar, and I think of the fact that Mom will be leaving soon, I feel so hopeless! Not that I can’t do it myself but the fact that I’ll be leaving Julia with a stranger is totally 101% unacceptable to me.
We’re trying our best to find a good nanny, we found one already with a reasonable price. 9 hours a day for $165 / month is not bad at all. But of course, this will lead me working back to 8 hours a day 6 days a week and 1 day off. I don’t like to go back to the old schedule since I’m so used working 12 hours straight and a 3 days off straight as well.
Insha Allah (God willing) we’ll try another way – much better way. I’m thinking of not working for 3 months just to look over Julia, but it’s a big financial loss for us. I’m not just supporting my husband but my family back home as well – referring to Mom and Dad.
Enough of the emote moments. I’ll be back on Tuesday to blog more.